Random

I read through the old post in St. John blog and saw the photo during my batch. Awww....miss the girls and St. John so much. The time we sink and swim together.

Then, i realized that I'm getting older mature... Lolz...
I'm really too boring in study week. People busy studying and I'm busy blogging. Something wrong with me. Read till sot jor.


Anyway, for those SPM, STPM or having any final exam, wish you guys good luck. See you guys in this coming holidays!

为什么？

看着那令我头痛的汉字，真的不想读下去了。每次只要是考试时期，我想不只有我一个人这样想吧。就算是考试时期也会很忙。忙着温习功课，又有MUET夹在中间，还有宴会。为何全部都得挤在一起呢？

整天呆在房间，看那些书。咳~ 假期快点来啊！


假期就算来到了，我还是得呆在这里多三天。学院要提早放假也不早说，我都已经买了机票了。难道又要丢掉么？算了算了，这就是学院的风格。为何不能把一年来的假期和补课时间先列出来呢？反正你们也知道什么时候有假期，那么怎么不先做好计划呢？

每次只要讲到假期时间，就会有说不完的为什么。

这三天我该做什么啊？

空洞

有时候，我感觉自己是个空洞。
为何有这种想法我其实也不明白，就有莫名的空虚。
我讨厌空虚，让我感到焦急，不安。
是否能够把这个空洞填满呢？
也许这只是我在深思是才会出现的一种感觉吧~


我不喜欢空房，它让我感到莫名的恐惧。我曾经这样告诉我的朋友。听起来有点奇怪。在朋友的眼中他们都认为我是女中豪杰。哈哈哈哈~如果不是就不好意思啦。为何我会害怕这些不存在的东西呢？意思是不是具体的东西。每个人都有他所害怕的东西吧。有的人害怕听见保丽龙背刮的声音，有的害怕听见指甲刮黑板的声音。

之前我看过一部论坛名为——“不可思议的世界”，他们谈到有关这一些的东西 。他们认为一个人对一些事物有所害怕其实和他上辈子是有联系的。就好比说，你可能上辈子一直听到这种声音，所以今世对这种声音会感到害怕。你可以说这是一种迷信，但是我有点相信。我超爱看这部论坛。

 或许我只是准备考试而累了才胡思乱想的吧~有时真的会莫名其妙想到无聊的东西。哈哈~
为何会忽然联想到空洞呢？
也许因为看太多陈大为的《在南洋》吧~


“空洞     绝非榴莲所能忍受的内容”

Appreciation lunch

23 OCT 2010

I attended an appreciation lunch organised by Famine 30 hours. It held in Grand Palace. Wow~ it was a buffet. The food really nice.Then, i saw George Chan appeared in this gathering. O.o Rupa-rupanya, he is one of the sponsors for this lunch. Of course he did give speech, maybe it's because the election is around the corner.

是非

之前我很尊敬他，认为他是值得相信的人。我听到的是非，我都认为只不过是人家散播的谣言。我认为他不是大家所讲的那样。但是，直到我证实后，万万没想到为什么他会是如此！之前我所看到的不是这样的他，为何转眼间伤害了人？不仅如此，还做了很过分的事。我不知道我该怎样看待这件事，有人叫我当作没事，但是我他伤害了我朋友。既然他决定要这样做，为什么还要到处宣传，张扬，深怕别人不知道。真是个奇怪的人。太让人失望了，还以为他是个不错的人。他是很有能力，但是在处理某些事情却做错了。我胆子小，不敢真的表达出来。我不想惹太多事，而且那时他的事！朋友，我们会保护你的！这个社会真的太复杂了。我真希望有孙悟空的火眼金睛看清一切。但是要是真有的话，我想当我看清这一切是，恐怕会更难接受。

无题

转眼间，又到了年尾了。这一次是我先修班最后的学期了，明年就能迈进大学课程了。我盼望的一天总算快到了，希望我能顺顺利利过了这一次的考试。那几天，我看到学弟学妹们很勤力地练体操，回忆起当初的我们也是这样走过这一段艰难的日子。还记得在最后一晚时，我们竟然吵起来了。大家因为想不出一个出口而闹起来。但是在最后一个时刻，我们还是回到原点，就算再累，我们终于还是把体操练好。有时候想起来还真好笑，为何当初我们有如此的举动呢？也许就因为这些磨擦，让我们更加团结，更加成熟。

                距离考试的时间也快到了，我已开始温习功课。这一次我也觉得我还是太慢做准备了。不过，我想我现在加把劲应该赶得上吧？我只要求自己做的最好，与自己挑战。这几天陆陆续续地下雨，天气好冷，我真想呆在我的被窝里。想起了前方还有许多挑战正等着我去面对，我连忙起床。就算早上的水再冷，我也要往我头上泼，让我清醒。咳~时间还真不留人，明年就已经二十开头了。看来，我的青春小鸟一样不会来。要好好把握现在的时刻，保留着现有的感觉，也许以后会很难找回现在充满干劲的我了。真不明白，是不是离开了中学后就变懒了。有些事情是我能做得到的，但脑海里却出现了不想做的念头。这是我吗？感觉我好像真的失去了某些东西，那份东西好令人怀念。

                也许我真的失去了，不过它会回来的。

2010 Mooncake Festival

26th September 2010

We 'd our mooncake festival celebration. There were lots of stalls set up by our Chinese group. There were games, mooncake stall and tea stall. Our class incharged for the tea stall. We prepared the tea for the students. They could try different kind of tea at our stall. Well, as usual, we needed to do a performance. So unlucky that we'd to perform a pantomime. Need to act again?

 This pantomime is about celebrating mooncake festival in a madhouse. The title of our pantomime is " Rolling the Moon". Haha~ I acted as a lunatic that thought herself is Bruce Lee. Lolz.... But i think my performance on that night was good. Hehe~ It's not easy to act as lunatic on stage in front of all the IPG students.

The celebration is so nice!

 Butterfly tanglung

 Dolphin tanglung

 The backdrop is designed creatively.

 This is the name of our stall

Life out there

Recently, i just came back from a camp for our Sukan Reakreasi.The camp is just located behind our hostel. Lolz. It's damn tired and exhausted. The camp is about 3 days 2 night. The aim of this camp is to teach us different ways to tie a rope and train us to be strong in physical and mental. The camp is just ok for me. The weather had spoiled the camp. It rained cats and dogs. And we had been forced to sit on wet ground. I felt uncomfortable with it, mud everywhere, yucks. I'm so disappointed that i can't go down to the sea due to the lack of life jacket. How could that lecturer do like that! It's not fair that everyone could play and just nine of us stayed on the beach become "salted fish". Thought that we might be the second turns.

              Frankly speaking, i did learned lots of new things from this camp. I learned to make a kitchen using bamboo and tie the rope with different ways. And everyday we need to cook breakfast, lunch and dinner. Overall, we finally managed to go through this camp smoothly.

 check the things that we need

 My group

 Set up the camp

 cook for our dinner

hard to cook there without proper stove.  And what you see here is our kitchen.

 The next morning it's my turn to patrol. I woke up at 4am. Can't really open my eyes.

 Then we cook fried bihun for breakfast.

 Bihun! So nice.

 Then, we went the beach opposite our campus. The sea is so beautiful.

 Still the same we cook our lunch at there.

 Enjoy the moment

 Finally the last day. Senam robik at the field

Back to the camp to cook breakfast again. This 2 people addicted in setting up the fire.

 After that, we'd test for the tie

 Group photo with Mr. Thana.

 Clean the camp area and "roboh" our tent

This is the rack to put the cooking utensil.

Finally, the end. Haha~